大喜媽咪

Sometimes I have to hold myself not to shout out.

Sometimes people can be quiet intolerent to non-english speaker, and I am surprise to find it at work as it should be the most safe environment for non-english speakers to survive.

Or, I should say, when you are an international student, people are nice to you.

When you work as an international person, well, good luck!

I had people telling me off and refused to come out doing his/her job.

I had people telling me off what I should have done something differently, but he/she told me not have to do it 2 weeks ago.

So many little things, kind of hit me today, while I am not myself and feel ill, I guess, about working with my english.

Yes, my english is not perfect, not like my chinese. But I try hard every single day and every single minute.

You would think that people should understand all this if they ever learn another languages, no.... you are quiet mistaken.

I guess trying hard is sometimes not enough.

Language barrier is there and I wish I am a english, so that I am able to speak for myself.

ps.

mum, if you read this, don't worry for me. I will be fine when you read this.

-MissDarcy-